I did not blog for a few days because I have been really busy with work and such. I did get some set backs though. One being that I interviewed for another job at my company that I really wanted, but did not get it. It’s disappointing as I worked hard to get to where I am today, but I understand that things in life do not happen in one straight line. That there are days where I have to fight for somethings — and may lose. I don’t mind that at all, but it bothers me anyway… I guess it’s normal to feel this way.
I will be doing a reblog in the afternoon or maybe on Sunday. So just a bit later than usual. I am sorry. My reason is that I have cried my eyes out almost the entire way home on the train because yes, I am feeling vulnerable now and a bit sorry for myself. Just a bit. (sniff) But I am strong and I will get through this and I am positive that something even more amazing will come along because I know that whatever it is that I am doing isn’t the only thing that dominates my life. And that there are worst situation out there beyond me. Like there are so many people that are without jobs right now or that they have worries beyond anything that I can even imagine. I shouldn’t be too self-centered, but I have to say that I felt just a tad better after crying though I haven’t really stop yet. It’s embarrassing that I am so upset about this, but I am. Not gonna lie. I am also the type of person who goes out of her way to find a silver lining. Because of this, I found out (yet again) that I have amazing people who rally around me (family, friends, and colleagues at work) and I am thankful that I have their support.